I hear the swish of sock against fake leather. I turn to see the little foot and knee join the other one on top of the glider’s foot rest. The foot rest rocks just like the chair, and he throws his toddler hands forward to catch himself on the coffee table. Then the knee rises again, and he crawls up to the top of the table, looking terribly pleased with himself. It’s when he stands up on the table that I rush over with my “No, No’s” and plop him back on the ground.
How do I make sure he’s safe? How about in five minutes?
When I was a teenager, I read a book called “Jesus Freaks.” It’s a collection of true stories about people who died because they wouldn’t deny Christ. I asked God to give me that kind of heart, being willing to lay down my life for the sake of the gospel. Later, I copied down a prayer by a martyr named Betty Stam who was a missionary to China.
I Give by Betty Stam
“Lord, I give up all my own plans and purposes,
All my own desires and hopes,
And I accept Thy will for my life.
I give myself, my life, my all
Utterly to Thee to be Thine forever.
Fill me and seal me with Thy Holy Spirit.
Use me as Thou wilt, send me where Thou wilt.
And work out Thy whole will in my life, at any cost,
Now and forever.”
When I got married, I was faced with the question, “Would I continue to trust God if He took my husband away through some disease or accident?”
A few years later, another precious relationship came into my life. When I left the hospital with Isaiah, Christopher and I looked at each other like, “Are they really going to let us walk out of this building without having any previous parenting experience? What if something happens to him?” We’d listen closely to the monitor at night, trying to hear his tiny breaths. It was yet another reminder of my lack of control in this world.
Recently, I thought about how many times the Lord probably has saved me from situations when I wasn’t even aware I was in danger, like in a close call while driving.
A few years ago, a missionary to Turkey challenged us to give our spouses and children to the Lord in the same way we had given ourselves to Him. It’s the idea that no matter what happens, I’m going to declare I serve a good God who knows how to perfectly care for His children (even in a sin-stained world).
I appreciated this song by Shane and Shane called “Though You Slay Me” as I continue to see the suffering sin causes. Pastor John Piper is also featured in the video.
My son is not mine. He is a soul and body God has entrusted to me. I want to do the best job I can while leaving the ultimate safety and care to the One in charge of the universe.
Was there a time when you were made aware of God’s protection? I’d love to hear about it.
2 thoughts on “Keeping Our Kids Safe (And Giving Them to the Lord)”
This is meaningful to me now at this time of my life. Thank you again for sharing what God is talking with you about. I am considering leaving “security” behind to intentionally go to the unknown… with that comes fear. But God is able to banish it. And may He do so. The song says “I’ll sing a song to the One Who is all I need.” This is something that I have been learning as well, that God is the One I need, that His time and His way is what really matters. Thank you for sharing. May we go where He takes us. Even if we fall flat on our faces, we are still His beloved children, safe forever in the arms of the initiator and sustainer of our souls.
Thanks so much for sharing. I consider it an incredible gift to be able to encourage each other in the journey. I’m praying that you would feel God’s peace as you venture into the unknown. I love what you said about being safe in the arms of Jesus even when we fall flat on our faces. He is there. Hallelujah!
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